But now with the current ''situation'' going on, I have more time than ever. I am out of work until further notice, which is good in the way that I finally get to work on new creative projects, but it is also really heartbreaking because 1. I love my job and wouldn't mind working it 7 days a week and 2. I don't get paid right now and still have to pay an expensive flat in London.
But in this post I don't want to talk about the pandemic or how I feel about it, this post is here to announce that I am back and finally happy to write again. I am putting my thoughts of books and movies on YouTube and fighting with the awkwardness of talking to a camera (Spoiler: I am actually really bad at it). Filming a video is a lot of work if you're a perfectionist like me and film four videos, just to delete them all again, and sometimes I just went to let out some air and writing is the perfect thing for that. I also started an instagram (it goes by the same name as the blog) and haven't told any of my friends about it, because it is my private public diary. I don't mind strangers seeing it but feel insecure about friends' judgement. Hope that makes sense.
Anyways, later today I will post another blog post that goes into a little more detail about how I am currently feeling and how Miss Corona has affected me.
Lennie or Marie
